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"welcome."
Come closer. Look into my eyes. Slowly.
See how I’ve grown and changed through these 8*teen years.
Look at the things I have achieved and the ones I have destroyed.
Things I’ve started; complete and incomplete.
Those that I’ve loved and those that I’ve loath.
Remove the painted disguise and look at this princess in her lonely world.
Tired of picking up the b r o k e n pieces and to smooth out the creases.
Running. Waiting for someone to find her.
Come in now and read of my world.
But remember.
If you don't understand my silence, you won't understand my words.
Enjoy!
.+.The Girl.+.
Birthday:: 22nd Oct 1986
Horoscope:: Libra
Location:: Singapore
.+.Her Dreams.+.
× precious moments music box
× wired star
× lacoste/miracle/true star
× pink handbag
× lipgloss
× threading my eyebrows
× piercing my nose
× eczema to go away
× scars on arms.wrists to disappear
× pants for work
× get my photographs from friends
× jaysean cd
× destiny's child cd
× rearrange my cupboard
× liquid eyeliner
× wallet
× sandals
.+.Her History.+.
Archives
Child of innocence, I miss your sunny days
We joyously frolicked in extended plays
Ever since you've left the scene
The streets are lonely, dark, and mean
Child of innocence, return to me now
With your simple smile show them how
This world once again can respond to your glance
And heartbeats flutter to the rhythm of your dance
Child of innocence, your elegance, your beauty
Beckons me now beyond the call of duty
Come fly with me far and above
Over the mountains in the land of love
Child of innocence, messenger of joy
You've touched my heart without a ploy
My soul is ablaze with a flagrant fire
To change this world is my deepest desire.
-Michael Jackson
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Friday
Can't exactly remember what happened in school. But i do recall PE was rather slack. Phew. Lay and I did our work at the roof top cafe. We bought each other a chocolate muffin! Yummy! Lols. She was telling me some of her problems also. Sigh. I just hope things will get better, anyway they always do, don't they? :) Well Mariam cried today. Sigh. It's rather complicated, so i`m not stating the details. Haze gave us a lil note each to cheer up, in the bus, heh. Karen Lay Haze and Me went to meet Joyce in clementi! *so happy* Well we spend our time at Coffee Bean. Had fun laughing and crapping away. Just like old times. hehee. I miss you joyce, so much. Played my trumpet that night. Heh.
'til there's only the dance
i ended up going for dance practice on saturday. everybody was present. i am hoping that we'll get a gold for syf as we've been practicing since the 1st three months and i wouldn't want all those hours of hard work to go to waste.i think all of us did pretty well.we now only lack the energy. ms yamuna actually said that i danced very well and asked if i wanted to learn classical dance from her. i was not interested. even though i have a flare for dancing, somehow my commitment is still in band.after that we practiced the cultural dance. the beat is faster for the bhangra dance. it's all the same steps, cept for some. it was fun. i didn't go for the cultural rehearsal, as i went for band practice.
c0nfusi0n c0nsumes the s0ul
previously on the bus anisah and i were talking about our friend, shalini. this gurl has somewhat changed now. it's weird, really. we are rather worried and her character now is kind of irritating. and i wonder if she knows how she is behaving now. do you know she actually said that when she was walking, these two particular guys were lookin at her. i mean, its nothing imp and redundant to let us know these stuff. she's somewhat flirting with another guy too. she's getting closer to shivani and polly. and it somehow feels as though she's being with them to get to know the guys better. we are worried, and want our friend back. but, where do we start? whenever i looked at her that day, frustration creeped up my veins. i just felt so irritated. there was so many other things on my head. and during the cultural dance prac i couldn't dance properly. my body and soul weren't together. i went to the toilet, and actually broke down.but nobody knows what happened, cept for hazel n lay, who had touch.felt silly but oh well, maybe i was too stress. feelings can't always be expressed in words.
the sweetest thing
BingZhen actually bought lunch for me! Can you believe how wonderful that is? Oh my. I'm so lucky to have such a beautiful friend. I thank you once again from the bottom of my heart. She bought me a happy meal! And it was only on monday morning, did i realise that she had slipped the hello kitty stuff toy into the front pouch of my bag!Aww!I was surprised that monday morning. You made my day gurl. You really did.
let the music heal y0ur s0ul
we had sectionals. practiced hanukkah; i play 3rd with clive. oh mannn. that guy's really crappy. lol. oh well, he's like the pro. haha. good thing i didn't go in the morning as they played tintin. killer man. lol. later he took away hanukkah and forced me to play tintin. boohoo. well i practiced a lil bit only. heh heh. mainly trynna hit those high notes. good sound? nah. lol. saw haze and lay! hee. yeap. sectionals mainly lightened up my mood and i returned to my cheery self again. went home with Ling that day. was glad that we talked much on the bus. heh. *smiles Man.. i love my new seniors. too bad couldn't see Angel, she went for some IT course.that night chatted in irc. i seem to go online and chat almost every night, at JJCSB. Lol. Had a long chat with vp..showing off only.. -.-" lol.
Sunday = HmWk Day
did my homework at a slow and easy pace. however i was rather disappointed in myself looking at the number of things i am unable to do. especially maths, for i gave up easily when i got stuck.did a little of everything.
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