"welcome."
Come closer. Look into my eyes. Slowly.
See how I’ve grown and changed through these 8*teen years.
Look at the things I have achieved and the ones I have destroyed.
Things I’ve started; complete and incomplete.
Those that I’ve loved and those that I’ve loath.
Remove the painted disguise and look at this princess in her lonely world.
Tired of picking up the b r o k e n pieces and to smooth out the creases.
Running. Waiting for someone to find her.
Come in now and read of my world.
But remember.
If you don't understand my silence, you won't understand my words.
Enjoy!
.+.The Girl.+.
Birthday:: 22nd Oct 1986
Horoscope:: Libra
Location:: Singapore
.+.Her Dreams.+.
× precious moments music box
× wired star
× lacoste/miracle/true star
× pink handbag
× lipgloss
× threading my eyebrows
× piercing my nose
× eczema to go away
× scars on arms.wrists to disappear
× pants for work
× get my photographs from friends
× jaysean cd
× destiny's child cd
× rearrange my cupboard
× liquid eyeliner
× wallet
× sandals
.+.Her History.+.
Archives
Child of innocence, I miss your sunny days
We joyously frolicked in extended plays
Ever since you've left the scene
The streets are lonely, dark, and mean
Child of innocence, return to me now
With your simple smile show them how
This world once again can respond to your glance
And heartbeats flutter to the rhythm of your dance
Child of innocence, your elegance, your beauty
Beckons me now beyond the call of duty
Come fly with me far and above
Over the mountains in the land of love
Child of innocence, messenger of joy
You've touched my heart without a ploy
My soul is ablaze with a flagrant fire
To change this world is my deepest desire.
-Michael Jackson
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I feel like getting out of these four walls. This home that confines my thoughts. I want to walk down that lonely alley, in my trenchcoat. I want to sit under the shelter and watch the raindrops fall from nowhere. Falling.. as each memory fades away with them. I want to be mesmerised by the little ripples they form in puddles and slowly disappear. I want to disappear with them. I want to listen to the pitter patter of the drops. I want to melt in their rhythm. I'm addicted to their whispers. I want to get carried away. I want to sing a sad song in the rain. I think of you. I wonder if you feel the same way. i wonder if you look at me and think the same thing that i do when i look at you. And a tear falls. For i am reminded of now. Sitting all alone, in this oblivion of mine. I stand up to go, back to the only place left. I walk, with mascara stained cheeks, leaving my world with no footprints. My world of transparent dreams, of veiled loneliness. and her breath lingers.
maybe in time, i won't be alone.
i wouldn't be blogging very often now. or rather, i wouldn't be blogging about my daily life anymore. my darlings, ask me if you wanna know where. i'll consider. but i'll still write.. about random feelings.. just still write. |
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