"welcome."
Come closer. Look into my eyes. Slowly.
See how I’ve grown and changed through these 8*teen years.
Look at the things I have achieved and the ones I have destroyed.
Things I’ve started; complete and incomplete.
Those that I’ve loved and those that I’ve loath.
Remove the painted disguise and look at this princess in her lonely world.
Tired of picking up the b r o k e n pieces and to smooth out the creases.
Running. Waiting for someone to find her.
Come in now and read of my world.
But remember.
If you don't understand my silence, you won't understand my words.
Enjoy!
.+.The Girl.+.
Birthday:: 22nd Oct 1986
Horoscope:: Libra
Location:: Singapore
.+.Her Dreams.+.
× precious moments music box
× wired star
× lacoste/miracle/true star
× pink handbag
× lipgloss
× threading my eyebrows
× piercing my nose
× eczema to go away
× scars on arms.wrists to disappear
× pants for work
× get my photographs from friends
× jaysean cd
× destiny's child cd
× rearrange my cupboard
× liquid eyeliner
× wallet
× sandals
.+.Her History.+.
Archives
Child of innocence, I miss your sunny days
We joyously frolicked in extended plays
Ever since you've left the scene
The streets are lonely, dark, and mean
Child of innocence, return to me now
With your simple smile show them how
This world once again can respond to your glance
And heartbeats flutter to the rhythm of your dance
Child of innocence, your elegance, your beauty
Beckons me now beyond the call of duty
Come fly with me far and above
Over the mountains in the land of love
Child of innocence, messenger of joy
You've touched my heart without a ploy
My soul is ablaze with a flagrant fire
To change this world is my deepest desire.
-Michael Jackson
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is it possible to leave the past behind and look forward to the future and live in the present? how can one let go of all the memories you once held to so dearly and deemed important? some of the memories may be happy ones, some may be sad. but you kept them anyway because it was through these memories that you could go back to that moment and relive it in your mind. the memories were the only way to remind you of your happiness and your pain. the things you have pulled through and the times you have failed. just because you didn't want to forget. is it possible to just let go of all of these and just.. move on? does this not mean that your past will slowly be dissolved? and when you go back next time, you will be unable to remember how it really felt. how you felt. even though there may not be a perfectly logical reason, don't you sometimes want to go back to your past? are you not afraid that the pieces of your memory may be lost, and you will not be able to find them to see the whole picture again? then will you search for them lost pieces or just go on, to the present and your future. yes, we all have to learn from our mistakes amd move on. what's done is done. nobody can turn back the hands of time. but does that mean you have to forget? but how can we really move on, if we do not want to forget? the memories they will still be there. they will surface at your command. does that mean, you can never really move on; because you do not want to let go of the past.. because you do not want to forget?
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