"welcome."
Come closer. Look into my eyes. Slowly. See how I’ve grown and changed through these 8*teen years. Look at the things I have achieved and the ones I have destroyed. Things I’ve started; complete and incomplete. Those that I’ve loved and those that I’ve loath. Remove the painted disguise and look at this princess in her lonely world. Tired of picking up the b r o k e n pieces and to smooth out the creases. Running. Waiting for someone to find her. Come in now and read of my world. But remember. If you don't understand my silence, you won't understand my words.
Enjoy!
.+.The Girl.+.
Birthday:: 22nd Oct 1986 Horoscope:: Libra Location:: Singapore
.+.Her Dreams.+.
× precious moments music box
× wired star × lacoste/miracle/true star × pink handbag
× lipgloss
× threading my eyebrows × piercing my nose × eczema to go away × scars on arms.wrists to disappear × pants for work × get my photographs from friends × jaysean cd × destiny's child cd × rearrange my cupboard × liquid eyeliner × wallet × sandals
.+.Her History.+.
Archives
Child of innocence, I miss your sunny days We joyously frolicked in extended plays Ever since you've left the scene The streets are lonely, dark, and mean
Child of innocence, return to me now With your simple smile show them how This world once again can respond to your glance And heartbeats flutter to the rhythm of your dance
Child of innocence, your elegance, your beauty Beckons me now beyond the call of duty Come fly with me far and above Over the mountains in the land of love
Child of innocence, messenger of joy You've touched my heart without a ploy My soul is ablaze with a flagrant fire To change this world is my deepest desire.
-Michael Jackson
Friday, November 07, 2003 |
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ytd was cool. besides the muggin part. mom sis bro and me had a hearty chat. laughin and all. cool.
tamil paper sucked. oh well. think i will hafta retake again. after that slacked. did pw. met hazel and lay. chilled at the grand stand with lay haze cody and gerald. yeah the ruggers. so cool, we used the rhino as our pillow or bed.. lol.. spend more of my time sleepin.. the radio was on too.. fun fun.. waited fer karen till very very long.. all of us went to swensens at west mall.. had my lunch? yeaps.. lol.. yeah it was darn funny man.. lol.. -shake head- walked around alot till my shoulder started ta ache. saw prettiful cards. uhmm lay left early. saw this cool bag. talkin bout bags gonna buy a new haversack. yeaps. well we actually stayed there long enough to have dinner. haze ren and me. hahas. went to the library during the last fifteen minutes. borrowed some cool books. the one i have now is pretty cool. can't wait ta get the one karen has now. its super cool but blardie thick but all the more cool.
oh well. screw everything cos im having a bad headache. ugh.
anyway wanna wish good luck to everyone yeahs.. fer the As.. =) |
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dreamer ♥ 10:26 PM
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Thursday, November 06, 2003 |
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had so many free periods on wednesday. let me see..around 3! cool aye. can you imagine..i'm so guai to not skip any of my lessons..lol.. oh well today was our last tut with simon.. sssooooo sad.. totally forgot bout it and didn't even get him nething.. well i'm lookin forward to our class dinner.. he's treatin all of us? man it's gonna be a bomb.. oh guess what! i received the voucher for good progress in maths! wuhaaha.. me xin xin.. -yippie- at least it's somethin aye.. gonna get markers and pens wuhaha.. x)
saw angel! lol.. so long never see her.. heh.. anisah let me photocopied some tamil stuffies.. thanks gurl.. band went alrights.. was crazy as usual.. haha.. left an hour later fer tamil consultation.. it went good.. cleared more doubts.. and he went through a lot again.. hee.. after that went back fer band.. too bad leng couldn't take us today cos he was in a rush to deliver stuffs to school.. oh this i must say? lol.. kitmun kinda talked to me today.. as in very naturally? and guess a lot of people noticed? haha.. siyi and cheehui came up to me bout it? cheehui was talkin ta me bout it sayin she's happy fer me? hah i'm glad too and happy fer the band too..lol.. at least things are cleared now? everybody can work better.. esp me? hee.. Thankiew God! -smiles- got the tickets fer the Hwa Chong n JJ combined concert.. so whoever wanna go better get from me fast aye.. 20th Dec at HC auditorium.. mmm.. aye so sad!! cos when we asked fer volunteers fer the notice board nobody did! 'cept fer rae of course a lil while later.. hee.. but sigh.. sad that they not enthsiastic bout it? so its me bz lm n rae! gonna do it after op.. told siyi all the things we had to do.. then met took same bus with laimeng.. haha so nice chattin and bitchin with her and all.. mmm.. she's gonna burn the cd fer me.. yippie.. thanks lots babe.. lol.. so yeah.. kinda had an alrights day in school..
came home.. slept.. use comp.. watched tv.. sister pissed me.. basket.. was so so so pissed.. was cursin her.. went to bed and slept till today.. didn't go to school.. nothin much.. might update later.. kinda afraid? the real thing tomorrow.. have no intention to retake? but who knows.. i've got no confidence either.. guess it's still early.. so we'll see how things goes.. need to go back to muggin now.. =) |
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dreamer ♥ 12:37 PM
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Wednesday, November 05, 2003 |
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 Cb major - life is full of complecations, commitments and organisation. You love to make sure everything is just perfect, but sometimes this can cause you to fall over your own feet. A slightly unsociable key: why Cb major when you could be the identical Bmajor? It has less accidentals.
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dreamer ♥ 7:44 PM
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hello !! i slacked my tuesday away! omg.. i hafta be punished! ok ok bein lame.. heh.. well school was alright.. we celebrated the oct n nov birthdays.. sweeet.. took photo with puishan darlin.. i'm really dreadin school nowadays ya know.. good thing mdm sal hasn't been able ta turn for any of the gp lessons so far.. if she doesn't show up at all on wednesday and thursday.. man that would be a total blast.. would be so glad.. now i'm pretty much concentrating on my AO tamil paper. try to clear it once and for all. first i thought of trynna aim fer distinction. but i just know it's impossible. so i don't know. maybe i should just stay with my b3.. but just try my best i guess.
so dumb, i'm already so sick yet i went fer pe.. after just two rounds i was panting.. like so outta breath.. like almost gettin my asthma? scary.. exam comin and i'm fallin sick.. sheesh..neways.. so power my whole class skipped civics unknowingly? we didn't know there was civics in the hall so we were in the classroom. we only realised halfway after my class rep went out and realised we're like the only ones there. lol. so funny. sighs i didn't do nething fer chem and ms tan said to read and complete the alkenes tut by today. i was doing my tamil from 3-5am. so glad i was able ta get my fat arse off the freakin bed. lol.
missed my godbrother lots today. think i'm gonna send him an email. previously wrote two letters.. the one to az is still incomplete. keke. anyways i had a long long chat with puisin yesterday. it was cool really. guess it's nice ta share your experiences and feelings with someone who is in the same boat as you. -smiles- yeayyy.. there's band tml.. gonna tell 'em bout the idea fer the notice board.. lol.. should let bz tell actually hee.. cool.. wonder how it'd look like.. oh dear.. seems like i can't go fer band prac on sat.. and the hc dudes are comin ova.. i have tamil workshop fer like three freakin hours... my gawd.. well see how it all goes.. gee.. still have bio quiz on thursday.. sighs.. haha look at me whining away.. -shakehead-
mmm.. today feels good.. -big smiles-
hope all goes well aye.. |
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dreamer ♥ 5:14 AM
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Monday, November 03, 2003 |
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ugh.. i'm not feelin fucked up.. but it's like.. what's happenin is somehow pretty fucked up..
like.. my eyes are hurting.. and that's prolly because it's been sometime since i last sat down to do work for few hours straight.. since i've been slackin fer so much..
and i still have a lot of work to do..
and i'm startin ta get a freakin headache.. ugh..
don't like going to school.. -whiiiinnnnneeess-
o u c h . . .
-faints-
*gasps* hp bill confirm gonna shoooooot up..
gonna go nap now.. shall carry on workin laters... sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh |
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dreamer ♥ 10:53 PM
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haven't updated in a while aye. well i skipped maths lect on sat mornin cos i was too lazee to leave my bed. went to hc fer band prac. i think it was cool playin together with the hwa chong peeps. lengs was sayin we suffered from insecurity complex. lol. quite true maybe. haha. yeaps. i had fun really. they have four members but jonathan wasn't there. guess i'll see him when they come over this sat. eek e tpt they gave me quite bad condition but nvm. lol. heh. had a wonderful chat with diyanah. hehe. realised she laughs a lil crazy too but its just softer lar huh. kinda clicked with ginny. lol poor gurl get bullied by those guys. mmm. sectionals went alright. oh i was especially contented today cos i had a pretty good sound and think i did justice for myself (if tt makes sense). yeaps. wasn't as sucky as the last time i played. yippie. lol. sight read all the pieces on sunday cept fer hallelujah. =x cheemology. but sigh on saturday we're gonna have tamil workshop and this tcs guy is comin down. he's good. so don't know which one i should be going for. gonna borrow my tpt home on wed though.
after the practice bz and i went to get a lily fer my darling. met her in school and we gave her the flower. bz bought this uhm lil card thingie too. the words were so touchy. gave her a huge hug. she teared ya know. my gawd. i almost break down seeing her like that. tried to help her think of other stuffs. would have actually cried with her... but bz was there.. hannah were all there.. so sigh nvm it's ok.. -nods-
later bz xinxin and i went to eat at JE long john's. 'twas alrights. realised i've never went out with xinxin before heh. well on sunday was suppose ta meet the girls but i turned them down cos i thought i wanted to study. didn't do much actually. kinda realised that i haven't exactly 'gone out' with 'em before. sigghhhhh.
oh well. feelin kinda weird at times. mmmm. maybe it's because i read depressin stuff over at fod. mmmm. i don't know. -sighhhh-
got back our results slip. Maths - C Bio - D Chem - E Eng - C5 Tamil - A2. sighs. gonna work super hard from today onwards. that's why im updating now. try ta revent myself from spending too much time online. realised i've given myself TOO much grace. (but i still feel weird..oh well..)
oh i almost forgot. remember i was suppose ta thrash things out with km yet again on sat but i didn't.. shall leave it to another day.. well basically because she actually talked to me? yeah.. she didn't ignore me.. kinda treated me like any of her other friends.. so i'm kinda in between right now unsure of what i need to do next.. but it ain't bothering me too much now of course.. -smiles- |
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dreamer ♥ 5:01 PM
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