"welcome."
Come closer. Look into my eyes. Slowly.
See how I’ve grown and changed through these 8*teen years.
Look at the things I have achieved and the ones I have destroyed.
Things I’ve started; complete and incomplete.
Those that I’ve loved and those that I’ve loath.
Remove the painted disguise and look at this princess in her lonely world.
Tired of picking up the b r o k e n pieces and to smooth out the creases.
Running. Waiting for someone to find her.
Come in now and read of my world.
But remember.
If you don't understand my silence, you won't understand my words.
Enjoy!
.+.The Girl.+.
Birthday:: 22nd Oct 1986
Horoscope:: Libra
Location:: Singapore
.+.Her Dreams.+.
× precious moments music box
× wired star
× lacoste/miracle/true star
× pink handbag
× lipgloss
× threading my eyebrows
× piercing my nose
× eczema to go away
× scars on arms.wrists to disappear
× pants for work
× get my photographs from friends
× jaysean cd
× destiny's child cd
× rearrange my cupboard
× liquid eyeliner
× wallet
× sandals
.+.Her History.+.
Archives
Child of innocence, I miss your sunny days
We joyously frolicked in extended plays
Ever since you've left the scene
The streets are lonely, dark, and mean
Child of innocence, return to me now
With your simple smile show them how
This world once again can respond to your glance
And heartbeats flutter to the rhythm of your dance
Child of innocence, your elegance, your beauty
Beckons me now beyond the call of duty
Come fly with me far and above
Over the mountains in the land of love
Child of innocence, messenger of joy
You've touched my heart without a ploy
My soul is ablaze with a flagrant fire
To change this world is my deepest desire.
-Michael Jackson
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your vision is blurred
when you've forgotten your glasses
colours smudged & lines obscured
you look but you can't really see
like a painting of faraway
pencil shadings of things unclear
no boundaries to confine, within
endless twirling & spinning
twirl and
spin.
everything becomes so out of focus
what you have thought about organised & numbered
have fallen; out of reach
how can i feel what i cannot touch and see
for what's the use of a play
when the stage curtains have not been drawn
standing not being able to feel
your feet against the floor
thats as cold as winter snow
how do i put a name to the
crying of the heart
one that i am now
forbidden to crush. |
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dreamer ♥ 3:20 PM
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leaving the world i know behind
entering the great unknown
to find solace in the deep thoughts of my mind
i know not what i did not do
i may have been unfriendly in the beginning
but when i've found my balance i'm unforgiven.
am i not entitled to question this silence from you
we were tight, real good as friends, i trust you, you trust me
mutual understanding that is void of words
i thought we had that and you proved me wrong.
i guess i may think i might have done something wrong
but infuriated i am
you stay there while i call out with open arms
when love is not appreciated what may i do,
not once did you try ask if i would like to talk about what bothered me.
for this and all, stubborn as a mule i am.
be that way, its fine with me.
i don't like people anymore.
i don't as much want them in my life anymore.
by myself, something i've grown used to.
why all the nonsense you must go through.
speak your mind to be understood.
fight, argue, apoloise, forgive, sacrifice, pain..
why all of this..
its easier just by yourself
you only have to face you..
that is just..so much easier..
so much simpler..
so much more peaceful..
just acquaintances..
all of you must be
just acquaintances & nothing more. |
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dreamer ♥ 2:40 PM
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