"welcome."
Come closer. Look into my eyes. Slowly. See how I’ve grown and changed through these 8*teen years. Look at the things I have achieved and the ones I have destroyed. Things I’ve started; complete and incomplete. Those that I’ve loved and those that I’ve loath. Remove the painted disguise and look at this princess in her lonely world. Tired of picking up the b r o k e n pieces and to smooth out the creases. Running. Waiting for someone to find her. Come in now and read of my world. But remember. If you don't understand my silence, you won't understand my words.
Enjoy!
.+.The Girl.+.
Birthday:: 22nd Oct 1986 Horoscope:: Libra Location:: Singapore
.+.Her Dreams.+.
× precious moments music box
× wired star × lacoste/miracle/true star × pink handbag
× lipgloss
× threading my eyebrows × piercing my nose × eczema to go away × scars on arms.wrists to disappear × pants for work × get my photographs from friends × jaysean cd × destiny's child cd × rearrange my cupboard × liquid eyeliner × wallet × sandals
.+.Her History.+.
Archives
Child of innocence, I miss your sunny days We joyously frolicked in extended plays Ever since you've left the scene The streets are lonely, dark, and mean
Child of innocence, return to me now With your simple smile show them how This world once again can respond to your glance And heartbeats flutter to the rhythm of your dance
Child of innocence, your elegance, your beauty Beckons me now beyond the call of duty Come fly with me far and above Over the mountains in the land of love
Child of innocence, messenger of joy You've touched my heart without a ploy My soul is ablaze with a flagrant fire To change this world is my deepest desire.
-Michael Jackson
Saturday, November 15, 2003 |
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aye i wanted ta update ytd but didn't get the chance too.. neways my thursday and friday had a drastic change.. -sigh- darn i don't seem ta remember much now.. grr..
thursday
went to school early in the mornin fer OP! my grp was second. during our rehearsal i was talkin like a choo choo train..so nervous..and while waitin fer our turn outside the class i was pacing up and down..and bz came along and gave me a hug! it was like the thing i needed the most then and there she was! awww! so sweeet.. thankiew darlin.. -huggies- after that i cooled down and i think my speech went pretty well.. the q&a was a lil sucky though.. luckily we had nice invigilators.. even though both chief moderator and moderator were there.. well after that we had to be the audience.. then we played UNO.. and the HK game!! *grinnn* happily screamin away..lol..had lunch at the hawker.. my my.. was so full.. then we played again under the block outside sch..hee..cool breeze..SAT was boring as usual..but i was actually payin attention..heh..after that siyi accompanied me to edna's house.. lol just below the blk cos i wanted ta borrow her SAT book..and i didn't take notice of her eyebrows till she told me in the night.. ooopps! sowwieee..lol..siyi was sucha sweetie to me.. heh heh..first she followed me to edna's then she actually accompanied back to school.. awww!when we came back to school we sat at the white benches and talked fer a pretty long while.. talkin bout guys aye? but it was nice talking really really.. aww.. but i really owe her one for accompanyin me fer so long.. thanks muchos sweetie! well after that i put my bag in the grand stand and i saw clivey and aidah if that's how you spell her name.. haha followed siyi till bp and came back to the grand stand.. then spent time talking to clivey.. haha.. so long never see him.. as well as the rest of the seniors.. laters joyce came! yeay..lol..then after touch ended.. was pretty kaotic..lol..all the flies were around.. yuckie..then followed the two of em down if not i'd be left alone.. and this i MUST say. LOL! clive's locker has this cooking uhm what you call it..some kinda big spoon? haha.. and the chopping board?! lol!! it was SO funny i just burst out laughin! just imagine man! hahaha! then i joined the gurls.. heh.. we left school and guess what! we climbed the gate! LOL.. first time fer me!! lol.. funny funny man.. haha.. =x okok oh and i found out that the gurls didn't sign up fer OGL.. was pretty shocked! wonder who's the new batch of OGLs.. wonder if they'd be any fun w/o these hyperactive darlings of mine..lol..met their current coach whom is their senior.. her name's Ros..she's pretty pretty!and she's someone's brother's gf!! ahem ahem! lols.. =x so we went to Mac D.. it was so cute!! to wear those mac party hats.. have our own sticker with our own names..lol..so cuuutttteee..hen crappin around and we played games too.. later on cody gerald and anotha rugger joined us.. ching yuan came down too.. lol the one with the cutie smile.. he rawks..they said he's always present fer all partays! haha.. power..well bday gurl was pretty late..'twas fun yar.. lol.. took pictures! the six of us were like finally together kinda thing.. really happy? -nods- and when we were eatin tgt..lay wa slike trynna find somethin all of us can talk bout..sigh..just goes ta show how long all of us have been apart? sighs.. oh well.. love them all the more.. i left with karen..don't think i'd have nething to do there neways.. and i must say that.. thursday was one of my lil perfect day..with all my close and good friends in it..just sweetens everything.. aawww.. -grinnn- oh and we left macd we got this happymeal..u know the skinny chap the hakuna matata one.then pencil case.. barbie book and sticker and somethin else.. the heart shaped balloon too! lol.. cute cute! oh my im sorry? i know this is very long already but ive still got friday to talk about! =x
friday
went ta school fer SAT.. boring!!! wasnt even listenin.. was sittin in btw siyi and jas.. was crappin with the both of 'em.. jas gave me a letter! sweet! lol.. yet to reply.. mmm.. blahblah.. not going fer the last session.. eek! total nono man. so goddamn boring. oh yes yes. why did i say my friday and thurs was drastic change.. its cos friday started out horribly.. my mom and sister had this HUGE quarrel.. and i felt so caught up in the middle of it.. was in the room..crying..horribly..screamin a lil..just realised how trapped my sister felt.. not gonna include the details..but both of 'em are at loggerheads now..can you believe it? have yet to breathe a word to my sis..both sis n bro not at home today they've gone fer a chalet.. it was damn saddening..told clive bout the whole thing..and yeah what he said was right..to leave home..thank god i had to go to school..phew..if not i would have screamed at the both of them.. even though i dont spend a lot of time with my family nor communicate with them much.. these kidna problems affect me a lot really.. totally.. sigh.. so sad. extremely. after SAT i went to paginate. then i met jas and went home with dee in the bus. she made me laugh. thanks heh. back home. sighs. nothin much.
today
came to school with lm again. heh heh. she siyi bz are like the closest ppl to me right now in band..well band prac went alrights..nothing spectacular OH and i almost forgot!!! i cant believe it but mr leng was tellin the band peeps bout touch?! I MEAN WTH!!!!! hello??!!! soo.. UUGHHHHH..jus keep it to himself lar.. and the kinda impression he's given of the touch gurls to them.. totally whatever lohs.. was so pissed with him at that time.. sigh sigh.. nvm..sighhhhh..but hey dont know of the whole thing of cos..seems like the band's gonna be soooooo freakin busy.. -faints- oh my.. still have homework yet to touch.. and there's no band prac fer the whole of next week..only till sat..and km gave all the scores to hc and they now have our 3rd parts!! grr.. GRR..!!!! -shakehead- hope they come on sat? if not i would have to meet them.. sighs.. ahhh well.. off to more slackin.. buhbyeee.. ;)
oh and i must say this.. my mom doesnt wanna talk to my sis? like totally wtf? can't stand it?! WHATEVER!!! freakers.. shitty... hate it hate it hate it!!!!!!!! *SCREAMS*
-breathes- k not gonna think bout it.. |
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dreamer ♥ 7:45 PM
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Wednesday, November 12, 2003 |
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hello! been so busy with pw the pass few days that i couldn't find time to update cos i spend the rest of my slackin time chatting and friendstering. lol. well monday went pretty alrights, even though i do not remember much. i think i was in school from mornin for pw.. yeah mann so tiring.. after that had bio lect.. man it was really intensive. all kidns of new names. -phew- btu i think it's interesting. hee. tuesday was horrible. lol. we had approximately six blardie hours of lectures! maths bio and chem 2 hours each with half an hour break in between.. both times went to BP.. lol.. BP having good business now aye.. lol..after that actually had a short pw meeting.. ytd night spend so many hours typing all the minutes and other stuff that needed to be typed out.. man.. after that i only remember crapping a lot with BZ... fun fun ;).. but after that my sister and mom were quarelling.. sigh.. sadness.. today mornin was super late fer pw meeting... oops.. hee.. we also had bio tut.. more on OP.. then went home and friendstered!! lol.. so fun.. i actually found angel!! yes yes angelina!! i was like super happy? lol.. *grinnnnnn* OH YAR.. forgot to mention.. during my lunch today met up with siyi.. then we went ta meet marilyn to get the key!! *eeek* guess what!! she gave us a REMOTE CONTROLLER!! wooohoooo!! LOl.. the one and only last one on earth!! and she was like.. needta guard with yer whole life.. blahblah lol.. funny? cos siyi and i were like overjoyed? haha.. then we wentt o the bandroom.. asked jiamao to go switch the thingies behind? then we quickly switch on the air con? we were so goddamned giggly? yes giggly! lol.. ok lar.. i was laughing like mad.. then when he came in all hahaha happy happy yeayyyyyy.. so happy.. lol.. but some of em the rxn like no rxn sia.. but laimeng was equally happy? *hurrrraayyy* borrowed my tpt home too.. we all have a tuner each now? cool aye! -grinnnnn-
my OP is tml!!! been practicing the damned speech since just now.. wish me luck yar.. hopefully the question posted to me will not be too difficult.. -gulps- and after tt.. i have SAT.. same as siyi and bz!! coolios! heh heh.. and yar.. after that we can start on the board already!! woooo.. excitement is building up.. but before that.. lil paranoid bout tml!! oh ohhhh.. haha.. |
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dreamer ♥ 10:04 PM
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Sunday, November 09, 2003 |
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heyyy. was doin some pw stuff but still not done with 'em. needta pass da comp ta my sista soon. well ytd went alrights. the drama workshop didn't turn out to be so bad afterall. i prefer the second half. we had more fun. anisah and i hadta act the sri's girlfriends. lol. hellava fun i had. after that i had lunch with rae yikling and anlin and continued with band practice with the hc people. twas fun. found out that yin tart is actually welfarian tooo! lol.. welfares in trumpet aye.. cool cool.. crapped around with ginny and kai kiat. gee.. he's nonsensical. but it's great ta have this kinda people in the section. makes everything more fun. reminds me of my sec sch trumpet section. we sure were the craziest! mmmm kidna learned few stuffs today. twas freezing cold in the lt!! *brrr* the syf photos are already in the band room! but to bad we haven't gotten 'em yet. cancelled the comm meeting last meeting. think we'l just do things after the OP. just hope it wouldn't be too late. there's alot to be done fer the farewell thingy.
i was dead bored in the night. was alone at home. tired but not sleepy. just stonin listenin to music. my throat's become really sore. ouch. mmm.. did lots of thinking. thank gawd i wasn't consumed by depression. sigh. seems like i have nothing much to write nowadays. jus feel so.. emotionless at times. |
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dreamer ♥ 3:19 PM
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