"welcome."
Come closer. Look into my eyes. Slowly. See how I’ve grown and changed through these 8*teen years. Look at the things I have achieved and the ones I have destroyed. Things I’ve started; complete and incomplete. Those that I’ve loved and those that I’ve loath. Remove the painted disguise and look at this princess in her lonely world. Tired of picking up the b r o k e n pieces and to smooth out the creases. Running. Waiting for someone to find her. Come in now and read of my world. But remember. If you don't understand my silence, you won't understand my words.
Enjoy!
.+.The Girl.+.
Birthday:: 22nd Oct 1986 Horoscope:: Libra Location:: Singapore
.+.Her Dreams.+.
× precious moments music box
× wired star × lacoste/miracle/true star × pink handbag
× lipgloss
× threading my eyebrows × piercing my nose × eczema to go away × scars on arms.wrists to disappear × pants for work × get my photographs from friends × jaysean cd × destiny's child cd × rearrange my cupboard × liquid eyeliner × wallet × sandals
.+.Her History.+.
Archives
Child of innocence, I miss your sunny days We joyously frolicked in extended plays Ever since you've left the scene The streets are lonely, dark, and mean
Child of innocence, return to me now With your simple smile show them how This world once again can respond to your glance And heartbeats flutter to the rhythm of your dance
Child of innocence, your elegance, your beauty Beckons me now beyond the call of duty Come fly with me far and above Over the mountains in the land of love
Child of innocence, messenger of joy You've touched my heart without a ploy My soul is ablaze with a flagrant fire To change this world is my deepest desire.
-Michael Jackson
Wednesday, January 21, 2004 |
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ahhhh!! i deleted my own entry. how smart! haha nvm nvm =]
tuesday :: school was ok i guess. was discussing bout the Love Fiesta. wonder if band ahs sent in the proposal already or sth. our "dear" gp tutor didnt warn us bout the tca. so evil. sigh. oh well. it's real bad. i'm gonna do so badly. sigh. -shakehead- was late for band cos was helping kirrthu with her bio. my junior best. call me when she reached which was on time but early if you know what i mean. haha. moved from 3rd stand to 2nd. and all thanks to diy i havfta play 1st stand. grr! lol. i really didn't want to lohs? but looks like i haven't got a chance now. lotsof work needta be done man. esp our soli. haha. lt eventually came after going for touch. km was ok today i guess. she's just exceptionally quiet. don't quite know why she doesn't want to indulge herself in our convo. mmm. went to the polyclinic. got my pills. heh. and mc for pe. had to wear the mask can? so funny! lols. thanks lm fer accompanying me. heh. i slept the whole day. didn't do a thing cept usin the comp from around 1-2 before i went back to bed. lol.
took a different route to school today. which was pretty fast yeah. had chem lect in the morning followed by maths tut. we had to go eventually, cos majority of the class wasn't there and we kinda pitied her. it wasn't too bad lar. heh. for someone who didn't have any plans had quite a number of invitations today. haha. jas went home cos she thought i wa goin out with my classmates- she wanted to buy the top. anisah asked me too. then i saw siyi. assumed that she'll be going out with her friends. eeks. sorry. hahaa. justin and gang last min come ask me go to newtown. haha. of cos i didn't lar. haha. so funny. -shakehead- wen had to go first cos she had tuition. elis yani lynn and i were having a long chat at the concourse. haha. he's a pretty nice guy i must say. haha. elis went off halfway. we really chat for very long. mmm. i miss sitting down and just chatting. it's so much of fun in its own way yar? haha. think the last time was with piggie? heh. after that we all left for jp tgt with jenna sri and one more who's in my gp class too but dont know howta spell her name. we sat at diff tables at banquet. ate jap food.
i saw kishen.. my cousin. haha. guess what!!!! i saw nadiaaaa!!!!!!! i was SO happy!!!!!!!!! hahaaha.. nad's my sec sch buddy.. band 4 rys and classmates in upper sec! she justin me hadi always bitching around!! hahaha.. omg~ miss those times really. but i was so happy to see her. gave her big big hug! yeayyy~! love hugs! hahaha.. talked for a while.. while waiting fer my food.. ehhehee! yeayyyy.. so happy ta see her after SO long mannn! teehee! nad!!! i loooovvvvveeee yyyoooouuuu!!! -huggies-
took a train down to orchard. saw this really really nice wallet at tangs. 19.90! damn damn nice! it's lingering in my mind now! a must to get! gotta start saving. haha. but eeks! ive still got vday prezzies ta worry bout. oh my. yani and i had a long long chat too hehe heh. practically catching up on her uwa trip hehe. so fun. we went to heeren and wen came down cos her tuition got cancelled last min! wuhahha.. so funny. i bought that book i wanted to buy. ppl can like write autpgraph kind. gave it to yani to write first. hee. one bk wouldnt be enough lar if i want all my pals ta write. muaaahahah. =x wen bought some beads n stuff ta make her own earring. when i came out of heeren, realised karen n yam were making their way to heeren. took me a while to see karen!! YEAYYyyYyY!! i miss karen mannn!! SO SO MUCH cann!! hehehe.. so so SOOOO HAPPY to see her today~!~! wooOoHooOO! my darling angel! HAHa. but i had to eave them for a while and went to taka with wen and yani. met wen's aunt. real sweet. heh. when we departed i went to meet the girls. all of em were there already cept fer lay who's doing some shopping with her sisters. haha.
so so glad ta meet em. man. really!! saw joyyyycccceee!! hheehhee.. -tight hug- poor gurl, she looked real tired. went to starbucks ta chill. i didn't buy anything lar. so broke already. hahaaha. just shared with them. oh oh ohhh!! karen gave each of us a rose! so sweeeeeet! thanks honey!!! was just myself lar though i was afraid i might be extra. hahaha silly me. why would i be rights anyway! hee. must always be more optimistic. heh. had a great time man. heh. azman came. haha! he and his botak! haha. NS whaaat. he's gonna be a maaaannnn soon man! LOL. well lay came later on! heh. we took lotza pictures! yeaps. heh heh. took with each of em too. heh. slowly joyce and yam hadta go. then lay met up with her sistas. haze ren and me took train. hehehe. fun fun. -smiles- awwww. sighhhhh. such beautiful times. the six of us today again. it just feels SO good really. the last few times were yam's birthday and lay's house. we're going to lay's house again this friday. just chills and have dinner i guess. heh. sweeet. can't wait. heh.
i slept when i came home. =x sleepin a lil too much i guess haha. didn't see dad at all. haha. he gambled all the money away again. so irritating right. i can pt that money to goos use lohs. -.-" felt guilty fer askin my mom more money.. sighhh i just wanna get more things fer myself.. but aiyar. must be contented with what i have, i know. heh. =) anyway wishing all the chinese out there.. a veery happy chinese new year and all the rest, happy holidays!! =D
ps:: i wanna watch peter pan!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhaahaha... =x |
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dreamer ♥ 11:37 PM
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Tuesday, January 20, 2004 |
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hello bloggie. missed my breakfast in the morning cos i was late. when i ran from where i got down to the 99 bus, realised my breathing's pretty heavy. had to run again from bus stop to school. ugh. yes, still having heavy breathing.
boring day lar huh. hehe. was crapping through maths lect and maths tut with yani. naughty us. haha. oh well. sigh. nvm. really i promise i'll catch up during the cny hols. -grinnnn- oh there's this structured and essay test on bio. eeks. gonna mug fer it like siao. hahahaa. =x
had a rehearsal today for cny. got nagged at cos we were late. ugh. we are so damn small. muahahhaa. nvm lar. really wonder how we sound? mm. we're calling the j1s down though. yeaps. goodie. hee. best lohs. tings calling me d0nkey. hee horr. ha. rights. lol. well i said hi to km along the corridors today. hee hee. and yeah talked to her a lil today. things really should stay this way and go better. yeaps. and i thought of writing her something. but ugh! time is so against me. jus did gp. wanted to do chem and tamil but sigh.
after the rehearsal i was spending some time with the indian girls. really miss them so? sigh. oh well nvm. heh. so yes,we're taking part in talentime! woooohoooo! so exciting! hahas. realised that i haven't talked to jasmin in like AGES! i really miss her so much lohs! realllyyyy. saddening man! DAMN THE TAMIL CLASS SCHEDULE! hmmph! arse man. totally. grrrr..!!! alrights. really think i should go get some sleep now. was smsing tj just now. its been real long since i last chat with that guy. well still rmb some stuff ppl said bout him. i dont know see him that way though. he's a good friend. and sometimes people who go through what you do, are the only ones who'll truly understand. he's just really sweet. glad ta have a friend like him. hee. ytd night was chatting with siyi lm and tings what. hah. then was planning to learn knitting and piano after As. so funnn! hee hee. alrights!! tatas!! |
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dreamer ♥ 12:57 AM
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had this really crappy+lame chat with laimeng, then siyi and finally wenting. didn't know he's so lame?! so now i've become a donkey. boohoo! lol. oh well. i'm feelin better. currently working on my ecology tuts. thanks to siyi for waking me up! LOL. i don't usually wake up THIS early on sundays. hurray for this once! haha. x) gotta do lotza work. chem tut. maths lagged behind tut. haha. sheesh. don't think i'll be touching my tamil though. oh yes! luckily i remembered! newspaper cutting. bahhh. don't know why everytime i wanna do some work i`ll have flu and all. eeks! darn~ i`ll update again laters! ;)
added:: well ive completed my bio. luckily i rememberd my gp. tried chem but was too lazee to continue. was learning the malay song just now. like it lots. its bukan cinta biasa my siti nurhaliza. cool. hehehe. copied down the lyrics too. haha. so tired now. can't wait for the cny holidays. don't know why. haha. can sleep more but ive also got to work extra harder. hee hee. alrights im off. this entry was pretty pointless. wuhahaa. nvm shan't delete it. =) |
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dreamer ♥ 11:28 AM
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