"welcome."
Come closer. Look into my eyes. Slowly. See how I’ve grown and changed through these 8*teen years. Look at the things I have achieved and the ones I have destroyed. Things I’ve started; complete and incomplete. Those that I’ve loved and those that I’ve loath. Remove the painted disguise and look at this princess in her lonely world. Tired of picking up the b r o k e n pieces and to smooth out the creases. Running. Waiting for someone to find her. Come in now and read of my world. But remember. If you don't understand my silence, you won't understand my words.
Enjoy!
.+.The Girl.+.
Birthday:: 22nd Oct 1986 Horoscope:: Libra Location:: Singapore
.+.Her Dreams.+.
× precious moments music box
× wired star × lacoste/miracle/true star × pink handbag
× lipgloss
× threading my eyebrows × piercing my nose × eczema to go away × scars on arms.wrists to disappear × pants for work × get my photographs from friends × jaysean cd × destiny's child cd × rearrange my cupboard × liquid eyeliner × wallet × sandals
.+.Her History.+.
Archives
Child of innocence, I miss your sunny days We joyously frolicked in extended plays Ever since you've left the scene The streets are lonely, dark, and mean
Child of innocence, return to me now With your simple smile show them how This world once again can respond to your glance And heartbeats flutter to the rhythm of your dance
Child of innocence, your elegance, your beauty Beckons me now beyond the call of duty Come fly with me far and above Over the mountains in the land of love
Child of innocence, messenger of joy You've touched my heart without a ploy My soul is ablaze with a flagrant fire To change this world is my deepest desire.
-Michael Jackson
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Hello my dearest blog. I really have been gone for a long time huh. Wow. And so much has happened. How's the new look? teehee. Boy, am i one happy gurl. haha. alrights. i shall blog about my day. this morning i met puisin to go to school. it's always nice to meet her early in the morning. rest assured, you start off your day well! -winks- chem prac exam sucked big time. i left a lot of blanks. i seriously just gave up halfway. just couldn't be bothered. and then i thought to myself, yeah it serves me right for copying my daily practicals. heh. i didn't put in much effort either. wouldn't be surprised if i get a single digit. i made it to the first page of the list of names for the ranking of bio for mid yrs. cool. hee. after that i mugged in school till evening. was messaging khalil on my way home. if not for this lil bruddah, think i'd be so bored. he keeps me company through smses. haha. but oh dear, he's so darn lame! gee. haha.
i really really felt like talking to my prince on my way home. but it was just a wish. but who'd have known. i was thinkin about him and missing him so much that i just sent him an sms. and in one of the smses i added that actually i wanna call you ta talk to ya..hahaha..but i wouldn't have much to say..my bad aye..then ya know he replied sayin don't worry i will have lots so say..just call.. awww!! so sweet isn't he! hahahahaaa *melts* then i was making a big hoohaa when i should call or even if i should call at all..teehee poor hems.. listenin to all my rants heh.. thanks honey!
eventually i did and it went great..haha..i helped him to help his friend also which was really tiring me out..he sure does owe me one..haha..-smiles- 'twas great talking to him. made me so so happy. -silly grin- if only i could talk to him everyday..then everyday will be so perfect. like, wow! piggie was askin if this may lead to something beautiful and nice..well sweetie.. i really really hope so.. hmmmm.. and one day, i hope he'll come to realise how madly in love i am with him! hahaha.
alrights, on with other things. i'm seriously screwed regarding homework. sigh. but i know i will make it. i have to! tmrw i shall start on my chem and try to complete another chapter on bio. tmrw onwards i will really have to put in extra effort and concentration. i do not think i'll be going for my friend's sis wedding on sunday. on monday having an outing to celebrate yani's birthday. oh and gues what! on tuesday i`ll be going to LP concert!!!!! woohooo all thanks to kirrthu who won the tix thro perfect ten..heh..well something else happened today..something unexpected..
ginger actually messaged me in msn. of course i replied. i cant possibly ignore her message can i. so the conversation went pretty normal. she was asking if i was going fer the wedding. and then later into our convo she was sayin how happy she's feelin cos she was afraid we'll never speak again. like prince said, let bygones be bygones. she also said that she has missed me. well, i have to admit i was touched. though i really hate her for what she has done the things she has said behind my back i guess there were really times when she was a friend to me and this i cannot be ignorant of. i hope shal and fana wouldnt say bout me like ya know how i was dissin her then now im talking to her. but it isnt like im going to get close to her or anything. ive learned to keep my distance but hey, still friends yeah. its sweet really. i didnt know whether to laugh or cry but i'm truly glad. -smiles- before she left she added that i was a great friend and i really didnt know how to react to that. bcos i dont think i wanna lie and tell her the same thing. sigh i really dont know. we also talked about studies, and said she felt better after talking to me. -smiles- she was afraid i might have cut. haha. but i didn't of cos. i told her how i cried so hard last week and read her letter to me once wch set me thinking. she said she read my notes too. well all in all,everything's ok now. *takes a deep breath* i'm glad i'm finally able to come online now. it's great cos i get to talk to the friends i dont get to see in school often. esp piggie! miss her so much =D i'm gonna go sleep now. take care everyone. |
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