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"welcome."
Come closer. Look into my eyes. Slowly.
See how I’ve grown and changed through these 8*teen years.
Look at the things I have achieved and the ones I have destroyed.
Things I’ve started; complete and incomplete.
Those that I’ve loved and those that I’ve loath.
Remove the painted disguise and look at this princess in her lonely world.
Tired of picking up the b r o k e n pieces and to smooth out the creases.
Running. Waiting for someone to find her.
Come in now and read of my world.
But remember.
If you don't understand my silence, you won't understand my words.
Enjoy!
.+.The Girl.+.
Birthday:: 22nd Oct 1986
Horoscope:: Libra
Location:: Singapore
.+.Her Dreams.+.
× precious moments music box
× wired star
× lacoste/miracle/true star
× pink handbag
× lipgloss
× threading my eyebrows
× piercing my nose
× eczema to go away
× scars on arms.wrists to disappear
× pants for work
× get my photographs from friends
× jaysean cd
× destiny's child cd
× rearrange my cupboard
× liquid eyeliner
× wallet
× sandals
.+.Her History.+.
Archives
Child of innocence, I miss your sunny days
We joyously frolicked in extended plays
Ever since you've left the scene
The streets are lonely, dark, and mean
Child of innocence, return to me now
With your simple smile show them how
This world once again can respond to your glance
And heartbeats flutter to the rhythm of your dance
Child of innocence, your elegance, your beauty
Beckons me now beyond the call of duty
Come fly with me far and above
Over the mountains in the land of love
Child of innocence, messenger of joy
You've touched my heart without a ploy
My soul is ablaze with a flagrant fire
To change this world is my deepest desire.
-Michael Jackson
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Like Beyoncé Knowles, you've been known to light up a room when you walk into it. Your beauty trademarks are bold, beautiful eye color and perfectly styled hair. However, other than that, your look is always changing. You like experimenting with new products and beauty trends to keep your glamorous look on the cutting edge.
You're into the retro glam look of the swinging '60s, and you've fully welcomed the styles of this year's mod revival into your wardrobe. The perfect jewelry to go with your go-go boots, minis, and shift dresses are bold, graphic pieces in shapes like circles and chunky squares. Groovy whether they're cheap or chi-chi.
Delia's ring-$6
A.P.C. bracelet, $35 [[this is niiiiicccceeeee!!!!]]
Noir necklace, $110 ..simply beauuuuttiiiiifuuulll!!!!!!
Long Lashes
Your personality is a natural for long, flirty lashes. The first step in this glam look: Line the outer corners of your upper and lower lashes with liquid liner. Next, apply two coats of a lengthening black mascara—the longer your lashes the better. Then, blend in a creamy, rose-colored blush on cheeks. To give your lashes extra emphasis, downplay your lips by applying only a coat of sheer nude gloss. |
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dreamer ♥ 10:36 PM
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first day of school. it started off pretty excitingly as i met puisin in the morning. i just simply lurve meeting her and foxie in the morning. they make me happy and i'll feel good. it's always a wonderful start to my weekdays. i really have slacked a lot during the hols. yet i still have people telling me that i've been 'hardworking'. like yeah right. i couldn't pay attention in maths tut. she's alrady at chapter four. lectures will be starting on chapter five. and i have yet to master chapter 2. yeah, that's how far behind i am. and i need to complete all my maths work this week. it's going to be a total struggle.
chemistry lecture went pretty ok. chemistry tutorial however, was bad. since i skipped all holiday lessons i have to hand in all the assgns for checking, marked with corrections. guess i'll have to do that tmrw since she wants it on wednesday. sigh. this is my fault obviously. but i really couldn't wake up after watching the soccer matches. it's my loss too. sigh. look at how much of a disappointment i am.
my two periods of break have been split up which i pretty much loathe. ugh. GP. SIGH! we got back our CT3 today. i failed my paper one. 22/50. like how bad is that? its outrageous! sigh. i was SO fckin depressed. and no, i didn't complain. i just kept to myself. instead i wrote in my lil notebook. horrid thoughts. i mean, there's nobody i can talk to. people may hear me, but they're not going to listen. i do not want to sound pathetic. and i definitely do not want to shed anymore tears. cos feeling weak will be the last i'll ever wanna feel. i've build these walls around me and this time there's no turning back. i've decided to just keep to myself and my diary. soon i'll be starting my collage. all my immediate thoughts will go in there i guess. it'll help me with my addiction. i'll update here when i have the time. i passed my paper 2 with 32/50. but that didn't do any good. nope, it sure didn't.
PE was alright. running made me feel better. in class i was feelin horrible. my chest was aching terribly. i was afraid i was going to get some asthma attack or something and i didn't have my pills with me.i don't know what's wrong with me. when i get hungry, it's extreme to the extent that i feel like puking. even just now, after studying in school when i stood up, everything around me was just spinning. it was as though i was going to faint. ah. whatever. i'm definitely going on a diet. oh and yeah. i can just go back to feeling all ugly again. my eczema's coming back. it spreads more when you're stress, and given situations now..there's no way i can help from not being stress. it's ok. i knew i was ugly anyway. haha. im fine with. =) but going to school is still good. i can laugh and crap with my friends. laugh mad. but there'll always be this part of me i cannot let go.
i'm going to sleep now then wake up and study. there's a bio exam tmrw. sigh. i don't want to fail. but there isn't much of a choice. i'll just push myself as much as i can. goodnight world.
oh today's azlindah's birthday! yeaps! wishing her a very very happy seventeenth birthday. sigh. i forgot ya know. like, what kinda friend i am huh. -shakeshead- but i still wished her today not like its too late.. jez that.. sigh.. nvm.. .. bye .. |
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dreamer ♥ 7:54 PM
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darn! not the penalties again. i can't believe sweden lost. sigh. it's so sad. =( sighsighsigh.
well it's crazy to be online now and updating but i wouldn't have much of a chance to later today. today was actually quite good for me. i started off my mugging for genetic engineering. after that i slacked. the weather was a little cool and breezy over here much to my liking. -smiles- and i think i went totally gaga over cristiano ronaldo i was searching through stacks and stacks of newspapers for any picture on him! lol. i went all the way back to april? gee. shows how much of newspapers are being stacked up here. lol. wel puisin darling and i are gonna do up our files with cristiano ronaldo! it's just so exciting! heehee. i just can't wait. awww man! lols. if puisin hadn't already done her blog with him and all i think i might actually have done it lol. anyway i slacked for a long time really. and then i started mugging respiration. completed it during the match. so yeah, i wasn't really watching the match fully. but i didn't miss anything important. heh.
i've got tuition at jj later on. how sucky aye. nvm, its chem. after that maybe i'll get a wink or something in school then i will be off to the library. i've got four more bio chapters to cover. then i have to revise everything again. yet to go through tys questions, mind you! sigh. nvm. i'll pull through. though there's nothing i can do about homework now. i choose to concentrate on my bio exam. maybe i'll take some time to do my gp. yar. ive yet to touch it. yikes! okok. ive got to go sleep now. laters~! =D |
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dreamer ♥ 5:33 AM
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