"welcome."
Come closer. Look into my eyes. Slowly. See how I’ve grown and changed through these 8*teen years. Look at the things I have achieved and the ones I have destroyed. Things I’ve started; complete and incomplete. Those that I’ve loved and those that I’ve loath. Remove the painted disguise and look at this princess in her lonely world. Tired of picking up the b r o k e n pieces and to smooth out the creases. Running. Waiting for someone to find her. Come in now and read of my world. But remember. If you don't understand my silence, you won't understand my words.
Enjoy!
.+.The Girl.+.
Birthday:: 22nd Oct 1986 Horoscope:: Libra Location:: Singapore
.+.Her Dreams.+.
× precious moments music box
× wired star × lacoste/miracle/true star × pink handbag
× lipgloss
× threading my eyebrows × piercing my nose × eczema to go away × scars on arms.wrists to disappear × pants for work × get my photographs from friends × jaysean cd × destiny's child cd × rearrange my cupboard × liquid eyeliner × wallet × sandals
.+.Her History.+.
Archives
Child of innocence, I miss your sunny days We joyously frolicked in extended plays Ever since you've left the scene The streets are lonely, dark, and mean
Child of innocence, return to me now With your simple smile show them how This world once again can respond to your glance And heartbeats flutter to the rhythm of your dance
Child of innocence, your elegance, your beauty Beckons me now beyond the call of duty Come fly with me far and above Over the mountains in the land of love
Child of innocence, messenger of joy You've touched my heart without a ploy My soul is ablaze with a flagrant fire To change this world is my deepest desire.
-Michael Jackson
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i can't hate you
i can only love you
i try to let it go
but i end up wanting more
are you just too blind to see
won't you let this hurt go free
i'm feeling so much
with my coffee stained glass
in these 2am mornings
memories start to taste bitter
when the tears try to erase
why can't you see it in my eyes
i've striped myself off all the lies
i've been everything and honest to you
and does that mean nothing to you
at all
do you think i lie
when i say i cry
everytime i think of you
of all the things you've made me into
you're the prince
of the fairytale i've always dreamed of
why can't i be your princess
the one that catches all your tears
keeps you warm from your fears
i tell you i love you
won't you ever tell me that you love me too
i get butterflies when i see you
i wonder if you feel it too
were all those conversations just a dream?
what about the vicky m**** loves you i heard.
was it all a picture-perfect show
tell me now and tell me true
if you do not love me
why did my heart picked up all those little signs
and i thought my instincts never lie.
i know you love me, but something's keeping you from me
i really wish i knew
cos i can't go on anymore
counting down the hours that pass me by
thinking of you
drowning myself in you
wishing i had talked to you today
hoping that you've thought of me too
why do you make me feel so invisible to you
like my existence never bothers you
like a perfect stranger
we don't even have anything between hellos and goodbyes
will you even remember me when i'm gone
i guess i cannot believe
how i could have fell so hard for you
when you were never there
never ever there at all
to catch me when i fall
i guess there was once
i really truly did believe
that you loved me so.
but now i've become a broken soul.
i mend my heart in the morning
when my eyes fix on you
then i break again
into the nights when only the darkness
hear my cries. |
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