"welcome."
Come closer. Look into my eyes. Slowly. See how I’ve grown and changed through these 8*teen years. Look at the things I have achieved and the ones I have destroyed. Things I’ve started; complete and incomplete. Those that I’ve loved and those that I’ve loath. Remove the painted disguise and look at this princess in her lonely world. Tired of picking up the b r o k e n pieces and to smooth out the creases. Running. Waiting for someone to find her. Come in now and read of my world. But remember. If you don't understand my silence, you won't understand my words.
Enjoy!
.+.The Girl.+.
Birthday:: 22nd Oct 1986 Horoscope:: Libra Location:: Singapore
.+.Her Dreams.+.
× precious moments music box
× wired star × lacoste/miracle/true star × pink handbag
× lipgloss
× threading my eyebrows × piercing my nose × eczema to go away × scars on arms.wrists to disappear × pants for work × get my photographs from friends × jaysean cd × destiny's child cd × rearrange my cupboard × liquid eyeliner × wallet × sandals
.+.Her History.+.
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Child of innocence, I miss your sunny days We joyously frolicked in extended plays Ever since you've left the scene The streets are lonely, dark, and mean
Child of innocence, return to me now With your simple smile show them how This world once again can respond to your glance And heartbeats flutter to the rhythm of your dance
Child of innocence, your elegance, your beauty Beckons me now beyond the call of duty Come fly with me far and above Over the mountains in the land of love
Child of innocence, messenger of joy You've touched my heart without a ploy My soul is ablaze with a flagrant fire To change this world is my deepest desire.
-Michael Jackson
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wooohoooo!!!!! LOL.my very first clubbin experience - RAWKED !!!!! lol!!!! i seriously had the time of my life man!! i was loving every minute of it! alrights.. let me tell you about my day then aye. heh. right after work i went over ta jassie's house, took my shower and we went to eat our dinner at clementi macds. gosh. i can't remember the last time i was eating there lol. those newtown days. anywayss. so we met sunnie and her friend dhanya at raffles place..hahaha..i'm so glad all of us just clicked ya know! yeahhh. so first we walked to desire.. which was pretty much empty cos we were so early! lol. after getting our chops we had a drink..and then we rushed over to cheekies. hadta take a cab down cos we hadta go before 10pm so that we will not hafta pay cover. well,we did made it so fer cheekies..but unfortunately not fer the wu club.. which is just beside cheekies.. damn.. so hadta pay cover..but its only 10 bucks so i guess it was alright.. hahahaa.. sunnie met her cousin and this girl he was with at wu.. drank again.. vodka sprite.. LOL.. honestly.. i don't know how many shots i had.. hmmm! stuck to vodka sprite the whole night.. sunnie said it aint good to mix yer drinks..lol..hahahaha.. and it was funny.. cos i've never drank before.. and i don't know if i was high or not! LOL. nobody was dancing in the wu club.. so since all of us wanted to dance we went over to cheekies and there were already some people on the dance floor.. haha i was paiseh paiseh at first la duh LOL.. heehee.. but after that just started dancing and got over the nerves..grooving and all.. it was so fun man.. you don't even bother if anybody's looking or not..hahahaa.. oh initially.. i was quite shocked that the clubs were pretty small.. i kinda envisioned 'em ta be a little bigger ya know.. like in the movies.. muahahaa.. but yeahh.. it was alright though..
once we were tired.. hahaha.. we went to the wu bar and drank again.. then the three girls went to dance la.. at wu.. and i didn't wanna cos i didn't like the song and there wasn't like many people on the floor.. so paiseh.. but the second song that played after they went was cool so i joined 'em... oh oh i remember!! it was our talentime dance song when i was in yr one! sooo funnnyy! jassie and i were like trynna remember our steps and all.. lol!! ok after this i think i got really really.. and i mean really HIGH.. i think i was drunk already la.. but i was still steady.. as in i can control.. muahahahaa.. we went back to cheekies and danced the night away!!! waahhhh LOL.. i think i went a little too wild on the floor.. who knows? i can't even see myself dance.. but i was deifnitely having one heck of a great time.. lol.. i remember there was once i went down and i couldnt come up again cos all my muscles in my legs were aching so much!! like helloooo..the last time i danced was like last year's talentime or something.. hahahahaaa.. ouch ouch ouch!! hahahaa.. but whenever a good song that i liked came on you just let go and dance again despite whatever ache HAHAHA.. =x alright.. of cos! there were guys trying to dance with us all.. so funny.. jassie and i were like lookin out fer each other.. trynna dance away.. they just come up behind and try ta groove with you ya know.. at one point of time.. these two guys came up and like..talked to jassie.. they turned out to be maga's friends! hahaa.. the whole time they were trynna dance with us?! LOL.. it was sooo funnnyyy.. i even felt the guy's arm around me.. lol.. but i didn't dance with him though he asked. lol.. but hey'' he's C U T E! but you know guys at the clubs.. they just wanna pick up gurls.. daayymmnn!! lol.. hahaha.. i dont know how? but suddenly jas me were like in between the two guys? hahaha but jassie and i just keep on dancing with each other till the guy went back to dance with his guyfriend..muahaha..they dance pretty well la.. i think i was bumming into the guy a lot wuhahaha.. not on purpose okaes! i dont know whose feet all i stepped on ytd ahahahaha!!! you should see jassie man.. she's so hot on the floor.. sunnie and dhanya happily only go up the pole all.. hahahaha!! i didn't wanna la of course..like excuse me?! its ONLY my first time.. hahahaa.. won't do all that ever though! pole dancing i mean hahahaa.. okieee.. we did all kinda stuff la.. dirty dancing and shit.. initially i didnt really have a very good impression of dirty dancing ? but come to think of it.. if you're out just to have fun and dance it doesn't really matter? sunnie and dhanya together really damn cool.. hahaha.. wooohoo! they said im not bad fer a first timer! lol! *thankiew thankiew* appreciating every compliment !! hahahahaaa.. =))) oh you know the guy remembers all of our names? hahaha but i don't?! hahahaa.. whateverr la huh..hahaha.. so funny.. i remember a coupla times too high cannot stand properly hadta like hold on to my girls.. hahahaaa.. towards the end we just sat outside the clubs.. my feet were aching cos of my heels man.. gawd.. its so fun being high and all!! hahahahaa!! lol~! i rmb aft dancin at wu when we went to sit down sunnie was like asking me whats my fathers name.. it was like screaming in my mind and i wanna tell her but hahaha i just kept on laughing and laughing!! keta drunk la! LOL.. hahahaa.. 'twas soo funny.. and sunnie was like no more drinks fer you man.. hahahaa.. but good la. they really did like..look out fer me and stuff hahaha..kinda twisted my leg a bit also.. had to limb for a while.. i think it was just a muscle pull la. lol..and i must say im so so so sooooo glad to have gone with jassie and the rest.. i don't think i'd have had this much of fun if i had gone with others.. wooopiiiieeee!!!!! hahahahaha!!!! i just loved yesterday so much.. at the end of it all we took a cab down to desire.. but i took the same cab back home! heehee. yeaps yeaps. so i came back home around 3+ and my sister was still awake. so funny. cos i told my family that i went fer a late night movie..and i dont wanna tell my sista cos i dont know how she's gonna take it or react to it ya know..lol.. so i came home i quickly got out of my clubbin clothes la.. hoping i didnt smell too much of smoke and drinks..hahahaa..but she figured i went clubbin la.. and after a litle interogating like who i went with..where..how much i drank..she started laughing laaa!!!!! ahahahaha.. from then we were just talking la.. *phew* heeehee. so glad about that heheehe. sigh.. my sista's ex guy is soooo good lookin.. i hope he'll take her back or sth.. cos i know she still likes him..heehee..anywayyy.. im really proud of myself for saying no to dancin with the guy andd.. especially to stick with my decision of going home instead of going to desire.. cos i used to be a crowd pleaser and just follow.. im glad im being comfortable in my own shoes and following my heart and doing whats right heh heh.. ok im crapping la right.. hahaha i didnt go fer work today!! that tops it all up la.. slack at home.. ok so yaaaaaa.. RESULTS FCKING COMING OUT TMRW AT 230pm!!!!!!!!! the first time when kirrthu confirmed it with me.. i was like.. OMG.. as in really.. even though i had expected it to be either friday or monday.. at that moment when it was confirmed it seemed so close and i was so fckin nervous.. i can just feel all the tears man..so scary..eeks!!! shitos man. oh my god. omg. ahhhhh. very very restless. LOL. =)) hais hahhahahaa. im just in a floatie mood la. not i the mood to be depressed about my results. but the nervousness is just running through my veins.. ahhh i cant describe it.. I AM SOOOOOOO SSCCAARRREEDDD!! i have been having nightmares and shit..! omg. c d e H FOR GP?! wtf la.. nonsensical la.. hahhahahaa.. im not EXACTLY thinking about it right now.. cos im updating.. listenin to music..reading a book.. can't dance now? cos my legs still ache. LOL. i put my msn nick as.. 3 clubs in a night la.. when i first signed in guess who messaged me!! HAHAHAA *omg*.. rmb the one i met long time ago but nvr kept in contact with.. he was like.. u went to 3 clubs??? u win la.. then he was like.. why never ask him out all.. wth lo.. hahhahahahaa.. loser.. -.-!!! hahahahaa.. okok.. fooooo.. supposed ta meet my classmates later.. but im not up to it la.. hahahahaa.. exhausted heeheee.. =))))... oh oh i forgot to add that... we saw beverly!!!! hahahahaa.. she's ok la.. but i think she looks better on teevee.. hahahahaa.. =P |
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