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"welcome."
Come closer. Look into my eyes. Slowly. See how I’ve grown and changed through these 8*teen years. Look at the things I have achieved and the ones I have destroyed. Things I’ve started; complete and incomplete. Those that I’ve loved and those that I’ve loath. Remove the painted disguise and look at this princess in her lonely world. Tired of picking up the b r o k e n pieces and to smooth out the creases. Running. Waiting for someone to find her. Come in now and read of my world. But remember. If you don't understand my silence, you won't understand my words.
Enjoy!
.+.The Girl.+.
Birthday:: 22nd Oct 1986 Horoscope:: Libra Location:: Singapore
.+.Her Dreams.+.
× precious moments music box
× wired star × lacoste/miracle/true star × pink handbag
× lipgloss
× threading my eyebrows × piercing my nose × eczema to go away × scars on arms.wrists to disappear × pants for work × get my photographs from friends × jaysean cd × destiny's child cd × rearrange my cupboard × liquid eyeliner × wallet × sandals
.+.Her History.+.
Archives
Child of innocence, I miss your sunny days We joyously frolicked in extended plays Ever since you've left the scene The streets are lonely, dark, and mean
Child of innocence, return to me now With your simple smile show them how This world once again can respond to your glance And heartbeats flutter to the rhythm of your dance
Child of innocence, your elegance, your beauty Beckons me now beyond the call of duty Come fly with me far and above Over the mountains in the land of love
Child of innocence, messenger of joy You've touched my heart without a ploy My soul is ablaze with a flagrant fire To change this world is my deepest desire.
-Michael Jackson
Saturday, February 26, 2005 |
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She just wants to scream. Scream, oh so loud, till the glass breaks and the crows wake. Each piece is falling out of its place. What happened to all the glue that was supposed to hold her with grace? One by one, they start to go missing, blurred beneath heart strings. She’s having a hard time trying to even find them. But hurry, she must before they dissipate, like an old memory you can’t seem to recall. Like an old fashioned sepia photograph, clouded with ash and tears She wept the nights before. Once the corners have given way, the rest of the puzzle cannot hold. They break and spill colliding head-on, with this sombre reality. Just like in the beginning. Everything’s messed up now. Strings & stitch won’t be able to lace her back together. There’s no more glue left to stick them back together. But the damage has been done, despite what you try to do anyway. Tangled in this suicidal work of art, Will she just remain like this forever? |
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dreamer ♥ 1:42 PM
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Smile, though your heart is aching Smile, even though it's breaking When there are clouds in the sky You'll get by... If you smile With your fear and sorrow Smile and maybe tomorrow You'll find that life is still worthwhile if you'll just... Light up your face with gladness Hide every trace of sadness Although a tear may be ever so near That's the time you must keep on trying Smile, what's the use of crying You'll find that life is still worthwhile If you'll just... Smile, though your heart is aching Smile, even though it's breaking When there are clouds in the sky You'll get by... If you smile Through your fear and sorrow Smile and maybe tomorrow You'll find that life is still worthwhile If you'll just Smile... That's the time you must keep on trying Smile, what's the use of crying You'll find that life is still worthwhile If you'll just Smile -Michael Jackson
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dreamer ♥ 2:36 AM
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i've had a very bad night. if you know me, you`ll know where to go to read sigh. i guess.. God saved me tonight. |
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dreamer ♥ 1:27 AM
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Friday, February 25, 2005 |
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hellooo! heehee. i'm at work now. so i'm updating (that's how bored i am) in between calls. there's no more mails fer me to reply and nothing much on friendster's bulletin board that interests me. so here i am. lol. well i forgot to add that, the last time i updated, that saturday, i went to my boss house fer dinner. it wasn't so bad. thankfully i had my sister and brother with me. and that day, i've never ever, waited soooo long fer a damn taxi! as in seriously. i think it was more than half an hour or something. bad luck was upon us all aye!
this week wasn't very exciting. however i went shopping after work on monday and tuesday. i've bought destiny's child latest cd, destiny fulfilled. yeah and also a new pair of flats. so now i wouldn't have to use my sister's flats anymore. heh. oh! i finally got myself a new working pants from this fashion and i like it alot! they don't make my thighs look huge. *chuckles* other than those two days i've been going home straight on wednesday and thursday. i think mario from american idol is sooo cuuutttteee! hehehee. well at the start of the week i did receive emails from david and jenn. that made me really happy. he just makes me smile so much. lol! and oops, i just have a tendency to type reaalllyyy looonnnggg emails! i just can't help it. i used friendster a lot too. and i've found a couple of my primary sch and sec sch friends. i'm waiting for this guy to reply, cos there's something important that i needta say to him. hmmm. let's just hope he replies huh.
and of course, the thought of A levels. *screams her heart out* i can't take it anymore! about an hour i was just thinking about it and i can just feel the tears creeping up my eyes. oh my. its getting me sooo depressed. i felt bad yesterday cos a friend of mine was talking to me over the phone. she was mad because of her workplace. she has resigned now though. but yeah, i was half listening and half of me was just else where. eeks. honestly, i'm just preparing myself for the worse. like..failing gp. getting an E for some subject. yeahhh the WORST. now we all know that the O level results are coming out on Monday. initially i expected A level results to come out on Friday, since the UK fair will be on Saturday. but now..seems like it might be the following Monday after the release of O level results. hmmm. that's bad. to tell you the truth. i'd rather get it sooner. because if i want to retake, i want to start mugging earlier. haha. i'm already getting mad huh? but yeah. i'm just being realistic here. preparing myself mentally. and this time round i'll make sure i will NOT get sick and will NOT suffer a burn-out. oh man. mind boggling.
my colleagues are pretty sweet when they want to be i guess. nat came to tell me that jenn, during lunch, told the rest that they should talk to me more so that i wouldn't feel so lonely. aww! how thoughtful of her aye. don't worry the thought of 'them talkin behind my back' isn't invading me at all. *wink* and nat came really close just now and asked if i was worried about my results!! hahaahahaa. gosh. i didn't know i was that obvious! lol. oh well, whatever. heehee.
ahhh. i want to spend my time at the beach. ahhh. i can't possibly go to the beach alone right. sigghhhhhh. it'll be soooo beautiful to look up at the stars in the night. haha. anywayyy hey they're showing aladdin on saturday!! hehee! love it just love it!! *grins* oh well, i've still got about an hour and a half more to go here.. i might be dropping by jassie's house to watch the dvds. i think the title is a series of blahblah events? HAHAHA. unforgettable is it? i don't know. but i do know its not out yet. i think ren's got million dollar baby dvd too. needta borrow it from her. heh heh. alright i'll stop here. hope everyone's doing fine. please take care yeah! ;) |
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dreamer ♥ 3:27 PM
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