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"welcome."
Come closer. Look into my eyes. Slowly.
See how I’ve grown and changed through these 8*teen years.
Look at the things I have achieved and the ones I have destroyed.
Things I’ve started; complete and incomplete.
Those that I’ve loved and those that I’ve loath.
Remove the painted disguise and look at this princess in her lonely world.
Tired of picking up the b r o k e n pieces and to smooth out the creases.
Running. Waiting for someone to find her.
Come in now and read of my world.
But remember.
If you don't understand my silence, you won't understand my words.
Enjoy!
.+.The Girl.+.
Birthday:: 22nd Oct 1986
Horoscope:: Libra
Location:: Singapore
.+.Her Dreams.+.
× precious moments music box
× wired star
× lacoste/miracle/true star
× pink handbag
× lipgloss
× threading my eyebrows
× piercing my nose
× eczema to go away
× scars on arms.wrists to disappear
× pants for work
× get my photographs from friends
× jaysean cd
× destiny's child cd
× rearrange my cupboard
× liquid eyeliner
× wallet
× sandals
.+.Her History.+.
Archives
Child of innocence, I miss your sunny days
We joyously frolicked in extended plays
Ever since you've left the scene
The streets are lonely, dark, and mean
Child of innocence, return to me now
With your simple smile show them how
This world once again can respond to your glance
And heartbeats flutter to the rhythm of your dance
Child of innocence, your elegance, your beauty
Beckons me now beyond the call of duty
Come fly with me far and above
Over the mountains in the land of love
Child of innocence, messenger of joy
You've touched my heart without a ploy
My soul is ablaze with a flagrant fire
To change this world is my deepest desire.
-Michael Jackson
| Saturday, August 14, 2004 |
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sitting here feeling like its "the end" will be the last thing anybody will want to feel. yes, its most definitely not THE END but gee. i've been hit by another wave of panic. i'm frigging worried for my bio now. totally. and its harder to breathe. suddenly today, i'm coughing so so hard. it's scary. i just want to get well fast. *gulp* i wish there was a little place, a secret one, i can run away to get away from the world. somewhere high where you have a view. it'll be breathtaking. *mmm* bio.bio.bio.bio.bio.bio. and so the chant continues in my head. i bought some stuff. i don't have to think twice when i'm getting things for my friends. hopefully writing to them, lifting their spirits and giving them hope, makes me feel better - it will of course, anyway. =)
i wish to say no more. sigh.
if He brings you to it, He'll bring you through it.
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dreamer ♥ 10:08 PM
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| Thursday, August 12, 2004 |
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i didn't go to school today. i went to see a doctor at a clinic instead. got myself and mc for today too. didn't go to school last wednesday too. should stop the habit of not going to school. hee. i was really stressed yesterday night. i cried myself to sleep. yeah. luckily i had nad to talk to. if not i don't know what i'd do. *thankiew naddie* -smiles- but i'm pretty satisfied with myself today. i've completed my envtal chem tut and my maths tut&assgn. yeaps! hurray. pretty much back on track cept that i owe my teacher an essay that was due today. and i have to take a chem cmq test. hopefully i get to take it on friday, since we don't have any lessons on friday.
i really need to learn to go slow. take things one at a time. i can't afford to be falling sick and suffering from burnouts especially with the prelims next month. hems was saying chem's on the 16th or something. a month more. just a month. i shan't panic. slow and steady wins the race;yes? haha. prolly try and complete another two more maths rev exs and try to finish my revision for physical chem on friday. left with some tys questions to do on energetics and complete revision for equilibrium. and i definitely have got to start to do something for bio. i've gone through a week without mugging for bio and that kinda scares me. i don't want to become complacent.
i'm kind of like over him. god knows if i'm fooling myself that i "don't" like him anymore. hahaha. right. but oh well, it's all worth a try. i've got my full attention on my studies now. it's feeling good too. yeaps. shall go to bed now. take care everyone. oh and gladys! leave yer link darlin! haha. =) oh yeah rach, eczema sucks. haha. thansk lots az. miss talking to you. -huggies- make sure you study hard kaes? we can go to the lib and study after school if you want. anytime any day. haha. actually i think i'm going to go to the lib and mug next time instead of staying back in school till 9. i mean lib opens till 9 too. and its much much more quiet there. i hope i'm right. shall start maybe next week. okieee..tatas!
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dreamer ♥ 2:35 AM
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what i'm feeling now is just horrid. i woke up early in hopes of completing as much of my maths revision - differentiation. and now i've still yet to complete it. i'm sneezing and coughing and tears are coming out of my eyes. you don't know how much i want to do my work now. i really really want to. and can't. not because i can't concentrate or anything but i'm feeling so shitty. this flu is just making me feel so horrid. *screams* why does this have to happen to be especially when i'm so friggin keen on doing my work! i hate my body system! its always always failing me. i hate being so weak. nothing's making things easier now. especially with my eczema spreading.
maybe its cos i slept s late ytd night. not enough sleep? can't be. can't be. sighhhhhhhhh.
oh well. i forgot. things never go the way you them to. ha. :)
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dreamer ♥ 11:44 AM
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